i just wanna

Blicky Blech block.

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God, I want to talk to him soooo bad. You don't even know.

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I just wanna love you.

Give Me Somplace To Go, That Isn't Here

Give me someplace to go.
That isn't here.

Let's run away,
Away from this.

Away from pain and loneliness.
Away from the feelings of emptiness.

Let's get together and go where the pavement ends.
Screw the teachers, parents, and friends.

I just want to wake up to you next to me.
Instead of leaving when dreams abandon.

LET'S GET THE HELL AWAY FROM HERE!!

You & Me,
All or Nothing,
Never surrender,
I love you.

stars and constellations

ohkay, I don't know whether to be totally mortified or proud.

So it was really loud in the Cafegymitourium yesterday. Incedently it has horrid acoustics, so you can barely hear us.

Well, when I got to my solo.....you could hear me. Very well.

I fergot how loud I could get. *blushes*

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I found anew hairpin. Hhehhe, I can wear my bow again!! :)

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O_o

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Name the stars and constellations, count the cars, and watch the seasons.

love your hair

blick bleck block!

I keep expecting my phone to buzz.
Then I remember why it won't.

Stupid things. Whatever. Today I am not caring!

Seriously.

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4 hours later...

Hi!

doodoodooo.

Been out. Gotta couple books (yayy!) and some more of my breakfast (more granola bars, yes!) and got the things on Lizz's birthday list. (They didn't have Gobstoppers, sorry.)

Now I'm all super psyched for Dinner and singing. I know my solo by heart, so I'm all good.

I rly can't wait :)

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Hello. How are you? Like your shoes, love your hair.

break down...

Is it really worth it?

My phones broken so i mite not talk 4 a wile...

Sure as hell looked fine before.

This is so fucking screwed.

Do I seriously enjoy this?

Do I enjoy barely talking and not even touching because yer too fucking scared?

I don't understand what's going on!!

Am I being a whiny bitch or is there some merit to what I'm saying?!

I'm going to bed.

Quit fucking with me and treat me like a human being with feelings.

That's all.

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I'm gonna drive and never ever slow down, I'm gonna drive until I break down.....

sweet baby

Shit, let's be selfish for a sec and think Lauren's talking about me in that yellow bit......

Fuck it I'm crying. Or about to. But it won't come!! (Shit, thats what SHE said!!)

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Further reasons I might be right about that ^

Way to stop talking to me. You honestly think suspicion will arise from us hanging out...like we did beofre....like we did in front of yer Mom. seriously?

Grr, if you act all weird tomorrow, I'm calling a quit.

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I'm black and blue now.....

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Ugh, way to suck away my happiness Lauren!! (I'm not blaming you at all!! I swear!! It's not yer fault I insinuate!!)

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Goodnight, Goodnight, Sweet Baby....

save me from being confused

blah diddy blah blah blah.

Today was interesting, no doubt. But, I really hate day 4.

*sigh* I can't tell!! That's bugging me. (i.e. It's not bad, on the contrary it's good. But I can't tell!) But no getting anyone in trouble.

Grr!!

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Not alots to say. Just very bored and should be working on hmwrk fer Friday. (yayy! for teacher's workshops!)

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Sonya seems nice but a little quiet. And a bit scared also. I get the feeling she doesn't like us er somethin. She probly won't sit with us again, huh?

Whatever, she makes Adam happ. That's good enough for me.

Btw, does anyone know any good comebacks to SexHair?? I can't think of one.....(I don't think there even is one!!)

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I feel very blah, but I shouldn't.

It's all this secret keeping. And Lauren being all blech. And barely talking with Tiffy. And not seeing Greg. And the rain today!!! I demand good weather Mother Nature!!! (And for Gym to randomly be canceled tomorrow!)

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Save Me, I'm lost. Oh Lord, I've been waiting for you.
I'll pay any cost, save me from being confused.
Show Me What I'm Looking For....