Sunday, October 26, 2008

its raining, Annie....

okayy.......now that you are all definitely certain im a friggin schizo............

jesus christ.........

*sigh*

i hate feeling pathetic. i felt that way friday. i was at lizz's house before the pasketti dinner and she checked this blog.....and made a few comments on it.......and i felt rly rly pathetic. if you dont know why.....i suggest you take a rain check.

god. why cant this weekend just keep going?? *sigh* Tiff? lets go back to chinc. it was happy. and i miss seeing you that happy for such a long period of time. i miss your short sleeves. i miss ass raping bikes (lolz). i miss the beach. i miss the waves. i miss the dock. i miss the air. that feeling of flying. of never wanting to come down. of loving where you are and who youre with.

goddammit. now im crying.

jeez. it seems weird to me, but, my favorite songs are always the ones about running away..... maybe theres a reason for my sport. do we run for enjoyment? or to build a facade for a reality we dont want to face? idk. do you?

It's raining, Annie.

5 comments:

Tiffani Williamson said...

PS- i miss it all too =[

Tiffani Williamson said...
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Tiffani Williamson said...

And our rock. i miss our rock. everything was so sureene and breezy. lets go back. i'll save my allowence and we'll buy our little cottage and never hit back to reality. sounds good to me.

HarperH said...

def. me too.

Lizz L Lindsay said...

sorry, i made you frrl pathetic......=(