Ugh!!
Dramedy!! Dramedy!! Dramedy!!
Are you rly gonna fight over blog posts??
Honestly??
You know, I almost wasn't gonna tell you, but it needs to come out.
Whether you care or not.
1.) Lauren, I know you said I was being semi-nice to you, but I still have to ask. I swear it never occured to me, my Mom asked the question. You are telling the truth about Greg, right??
I think you are, but I don't know. Based on all thats happened (i.e. lack of) I'm wondering. And I really want to trust you on this.
Like I said, I think you're telling the truth. I really do.
2.) I always feel alienated by my team. I really do. I feel like I don't belong, and that they don't really accept me. I mean, I know Tori and Lizz do, but everyone else just kind of ignores me. I tried to ignore it before, but lately its really been grinding on me. Like that fucking CD. I hate the fucking CD. It bugs me that Nic asked for no input before making it. It full of stupid hip hop songs with no meaning. Its dumb. It makes us look like everyone else out there.
Another thing is the way they just don't notice when I'm not there. Like, they have their little conferences and they don't even notice when I'm not there with them. It's like I don't exist.
I also tend to lose my friends there. Tori just gets so involved in the game that I can't really talk to her. Lizz will be an outsider with me alot of the time, but they also accept her. So, when she talks with them or hangs with them, I'm really alone. Not that I don't want her to be friends with them. Idk, I'm just bitching. Whether or not Lizz has anything to do with me constantly is noone of my business. It's not her fault that they don't like me.
So, That's all I wanted to say. I could tell you a million other things, but I don't really feel like sharing all my secrets.
Lauren, I think you're telling the truth.
Lizz, make every friend you can.
Night Loves.
'Til we lose control, System Overload.
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3 comments:
oh;
duh.
it makes loads more sense now.
don't ask.
i must have been super tired or something.
HARPER! BELIEVE ME! WE HAVE CONVOS ON MY PHONE HEHE I WILL SHOW THENM TO YOU TONIGHT. WHY WOULD I LIE? YOU KNOW GREG IS BASHFUL.
ANDD IM NOT RLY SURE WHAT ELSE YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT, BUT I HAVE BEEN FEELING ALIENATED ALOT LATELY TOO.
OH! basketball. hahs. ya know, IM GONNA SAY THIS TO EVERYBODY CAUSE NO ONE SEEMS TO RLY READ MY BLOGS ANYMORE. IDK ABOUT YOU ALL BUT IM THIS__ CLOSE TO DELETING MY BLOG AND NEVER GOING ON AGAIN. LIZZ AND HER "IM NOT CALLING YOU BITCHY, BUT I WILL DESCRIBE YOU BEING BITCHY" AND ALL OF US ARE GOING INSANE WITH OUR CATTY-NESS! I JUST STARTED DOING IT! SERIOUSLY, LETS STOP THIS MONSTROUS DISASTER BEFORE WE ALL LOSE EACH OTHER! ITS MAKING ME SAD AND MAD! IF WE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH EACH OTHER, LETS TALK FACE TO FACE! WHAT. ARE WE ALL SUPPOSED TO READ EACH OTHER'S BLOGS AND GUESS WHO EVERYONE IS TALKING ABOUT?!? RAWR.
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