I'm living just to watch it all go by.

I lost a piece of me and you,
I think I left it in your arms.
I forget the reasons I got scared,
But remember that I care,
Quite alot.

You see that lately I've been on my own.
Yeah, one but one by choice.
You see that's a first for me,
This only me, yeah there's only me,
Now I realize for once, its just me.
Its just me.
Its just me and I'll find a way to make it.
There's no one left to stop me.
Here I go,
Can we take it from the top?

So I, so long.
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me,
I've already spent living half my life undone.

So I, so long.
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me,
I've already spent my life living half undone.

I've been talking to my Aunts and Uncles, Mom and Dad again.
I've been finding out that I have what this World has called friends.
I've tried to push them all away,
They push me back and want to stay,
And that's one good thing I have.
I'm gonna feel a piece of me,
I'm gonna feel it home,
I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear,
Be gone.
I wanna feel a punch inside,
My heartbeat on the floor,
I don't wanna hurt no more.

Yeah, it's just me.
Its just me and I'll find a way to make it.
There's no one left to stop me.
Here I go,
Can we take it from the top?

So I, so long.
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take her from me,
I've already spent my life living half undone.

So I, so long.
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me,
I've already spent my life living half undone.

Let's be the one you want me for.
I used to smile but don't no more.
I'm living just to watch it all go by.

-Blue October